Tuesday, March 31, 2009

就来变成宅女了。。。

以前的我总是奔奔跳跳,
以前的我总是无忧无虑,
以前的我很懒惰,
以前,我很喜欢出夜街,
很喜欢跟朋友,家人到处游荡,
但是,我发现我来到吉隆玻读书后,
我没什么想出去,都是天天上学而已,
回到家,开那很久没开过的电视(因为都没有人想看)
不然就吃,喝,睡,读书,上上网。。。。。
我发现自己就来变成宅女了。。。。。怎么办呢????
没周末就做下家务,不然最近就一直追喜看咯!(学警追击)超好看的!
昨天,我们都拿到了新的时间表,
我几乎快晕倒了,老师还叫我努力点,没关系的!
怎么能没关系呢?第一次感觉到读书很重,很累。。。
比起那中学的十二科,差得远远的,
四月开始,一个星期上六天,一至五从早上上到晚上八点半,回到家都已经九点多了。
现在看到,想到都怕。。。。
昨天与平常一样,回到家,吃饱冲凉就开始读书了。
不知道为什么,昨晚感觉到特别压力,
可能是想到地狱式训练就即将来临吧!
然后就跟瑞祯他们借了漫画,
其实那漫画超级废,但是我却一直觉得超好笑。
或许我想以笑声来舒解自己吧,
不知道在远方的朋友们最近还好吗 。。。
不知道他们都和我一样,读书到 那么压力么。。。
现在不想交男朋友,或许认识一下感觉也不错吧!嘻嘻
来迎接那下个超级无敌压力的四月吧!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Deeply feeling.....

Everyday i din't update my blog consistenly, but today i write two blogs in a day. I study untill half a way, i saw my phone has a new message which is from my sis. She asked me whether want to go my cousin sister's wedding or not. I felt very happy n excited because our family din't have any happiness things happen ady. Family always at the first in my heart. If they got any thing happen, i can't focus myself in doing any thing.

just like my birthday thay day, say the truth, i am not special excited because my jimui n all my friends already celebrated with me. I am not means that i am not happy on that day, just because when i going to coll wif my tang jie in the morning, she told me some things. I frightened, i speechless, mind was blank.....

My cousin facing a trouble, my cousin bro is a good daddy n a best husband! everyone thought him is also a awesome son. but, his parent makes him dissapointed, make a strong man cry, helpless..... When i read his wife's blog, i feel so upset, want to cry.
Family always family, although my daddy bro and my dad them was quarrel last time, but when bro having trouble, our parents also help them to solve then problem. I feel so sad to my cousin bro, he try to work hard in a strange place,no money, no friends,no relatives, no place to stay, no one to help him, but he still need to independent at london. Every month have to send all of his money to his parents. At the end, all also gone, have nothing.

I am so sorry to my buddies, that day they all phone me n sing birthday song for me in the phone, but i seems like not reply them with a exciting n warm reply. so sorry for them. I am not purposely do that, because that time i am still worrying about my famiy. I cant tell them also, because this time really serious....haiks.....hope my cousin can overcome this bad luck this time, wishess for them....

how silly i am....haha


Now i just wake up, suddenly think want to update a blog. That day my classmate teach me how to delete the new blog that i created . I very mad at myself that time,because i don't know what i click then suddenly created a new blog in my profile. Now~ the blog already deleted! hehe,so silly i am!
When i went back to taiping to get my result, my buddies already celerate with me ! That was a full of memories,happiness,touchness and exciting day for me, forever and forever !Thanks you all so much! muackkkss! i don't have the photo of them,so i dint update here but my housemate also celebrate my birthday party with me before the day!
I borrow alex pendrive to update my birthday photo here! Thanks them so much!



Hope my wish come true~! ^^
Zhen & me! Sia & me! EDmund & me!
My dearest roommate~ashley~




Cutie rain jie jie~haha...she always says i m still small~ Lovely joanne, my pretty tang jie~ ^^